Thursday, February 3, 2011
New Year New Ideas
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Accepting Failure
My latest painting is a perfect example of my struggle with the fear of failure. This painting came to me as a random thought. Like most of my non-traditional painting ideas, I was just falling asleep when an image of a faceless man with retro patterns floating in empty space flashed in my mind. I could not forget the image, so I thought about it for a week and finally took a leap of faith.
I took this challenge because I felt stagnant at the time, I needed to stretch my imagination and improve my technique. I knew this subconsciously, but I had feared stepping outside of my comfort zone completely. I also had the feeling it could turn out to be something not well received, which has been the case. Always knowing that there was a high probability of failure was also not helpful, so why did I still push myself to paint it?
First, I love a good challenge. Being able to take a random thought or idea and place it on a canvas with even more clarity than originally perceived, allows me to prove to myself that thoughts can be made into reality.
Second, It was an extra creative challenge to add missing pieces to the mental thought and balance out the idea of the painting. For example:
- I felt the background needed to add lots of depth and decided a green field and blue sky would work well, so I ended up with a tropical plantation.
- I felt the face outline would be too real if the skin tone was natural, so I went with blue as a tribute to Picasso's "Old Guitarist," during his blue period.
- I wanted to add a piece of me to the painting, so I've used myself as the model and made sure to include my grandfather’s necklace to solidify it as a partial self portrait.
Finally, I needed to practice breaking away from the fear of "THEY," if only for one painting. Constantly thinking of what "THEY" think or what "THEY" say can be a big stress on any artist. It's very important to stop and paint something for yourself every once in a while. It gives me a sense of control over every part of the process, which in turn allows me to be more flexible doing commissions because I know I can always paint something for me.
I'm at peace with this painting because it's for me. I have been able to critique myself honestly because I know it has a small probability of success and praise from others. When it's finished, I will be able to explain it from my heart and will be able to laugh about it as well. As long as I own it, It will be a reminder that I intentionally planted a seed in that painting to learn something about myself.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I CAN DO THAT!
“It’s you — Picasso, the great artist! Oh, you must sketch my portrait! I insist.” So Picasso agreed to sketch her. After studying her for a moment, he used a single pencil stroke to create her portrait. He handed the women his work of art. “It’s perfect!” she gushed. “You managed to capture my essence with one stroke, in one moment. Thank you! How much do I owe you?” “Five thousand dollars,” the artist replied. “B-b-but, what?” the woman sputtered. “How could you want so much money for this picture? It only took you a second to draw it!” To which Picasso responded, “Madame, it took me my entire life.”
The realty is that career artists are only worth the money when they've been promoted, their work is owned by collectors, and art dealers are demanding exclusivity. The subjective part of the work, its meaning, might be created by the artist and dealer, but the true value is created by the buyer. Picasso didn't mean to say, "a life time of painting," he meant "a life time of self promotion."
On the other hand, thinking you're not capable of such talent is also a fallacy. If you love art you can make art. You just need to be committed to the learning process not just being artsy. There is a difference between being artsy and being an artist. Being artsy is a fleeting trend, being an artist is a lifelong dedication. I have seen many talented and dedicated people not pursue art because of fear. I have also seen many lazy, undedicated, artsy people consider themselves artist because it's cool. My version of a successful artist doesn't look a certain way, they think a certain way. My artist is dedicated and passionate about their work. They can admire the process not just the final product and they're relentless about self promotion.
I can teach anyone to be an artist, but I can't teach commitment nor can I erase your fears. It is up to the artist to promote themselves and work closely with the art dealers, and it's up to you to pick up a brush and truly believe YOU CAN DO THAT!
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Running out of ideas?
Many great riches have been accumulated because of creativity and imagination, as well as landed many in sanitariums and morgues. Imagination isn't just for kids anymore; it's your new tool for success. In his book Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hill states, "If you do not see great riches in your imagination, you will never see them in your bank balance." We have to imagine that new job, that unique painting, or that beautiful sculpture before we can create it. I'm not saying you won't create some horribly offensive and insulting stuff, but you'll at least get your imagination going, which is generally a good thing..
I regularly use three creativity or imagination techniques; positive auto-suggestion, random generation, and creative visualization. Using positive auto-suggestion is either asking yourself for an idea or telling yourself to come up with an idea. It is NOT talking to yourself or using a Bluetooth ear piece, which is the same as talking to yourself. It's repeatedly talking to your subconscious mind and letting it do all the work. It sounds simple and new age, but it really works. Write it down, make it specific and repeat it at least once a day. Repeat after me, "I will give all my money to Ed."
Random generation works when I'm stuck in a left brain mode and need a jump-start (like the neighbor's loud corvette.) It's simply selecting something random as a starting point and letting your imagination complete it. In this process you're using chance to your advantage. Use random generation by asking someone a question about a topic you have in mind and then let your imagination internalize the answer. This works really well when working with commissions because it combines parts of the client's idea into your art. However, it doesn't work very well at bars as a pickup line.
The hardest and most powerful is creative visualization. It's the hardest because our minds are full of noise. First we need to stop the noise, and then we can focus on the project and record the snap shots. I'm not saying the voices in your head are not helpful at times, but we're visualizing here not channeling Thor. This kind of creative thinking works best for me while I'm meditating or just about to fall asleep.
I find that the more I use these techniques the better my imagination and problem solving becomes. Studies have shown that we can shift our brain's dominance. Just because you have a hemispheric dominance, doesn't mean your brain is locked into that mode. I tend to be lobe balanced (why does that sound dirty to me), I work in network security by day and as an artist by night. In either scenario I always benefit from creative thinking as much as I benefit from process and structure. The only downside is that I want to paint all the network equipment yellow with a black silk-screened personalized logo of an ouroboros.
Finally, I still don't know why Disney removed that little dragon Figment at Epcot between 1999 and 2002, but I'm sure it had something to do with lack of IMAGINATION by the IMAGINEERS. Sorry peeps, I'm still a little pissed off about that one, but I'm glad he's back. Now, watch this video for some really neat facts about imagination and being a kid. Don't forget to tell me what techniques work for you.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Set Without Balance
I really dislike going to a performance where the set is either too strong or too weak. This set looked just right to me. It didn't take away from the performance by being too flashy or over the top. I also noticed the stairs were very sturdy but not bulky, which tells me the designer or builder knew something about weight-bearing structures. I've seen sets in the past that didn't seem to have any structural integrity, with things coming undone or not coming together correctly. These kinds of problems create a distraction that is hard to break in a visually oriented person. Having a set you think is 95% extraordinary doesn't equal the same to that visually oriented patron. If you have artists and designers in your audience, we will ALWAYS catch that 5% that isn't so great. We don't intentionally do this, our brains just hone in on these problems. While most people are focused on a certain piece of music, I'm stuck on the poor placement of a wheel or that color pallet that doesn't go with the time period.
So next time you're wondering if your set is just right, go and find a few visual artists and ask them for their HONEST opinion. You definitely don't want to end up with a set without balance.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Buy Some Art
- Original art is unique and you'll be the sole owner.
- Because it speaks to you and your mind keeps repeating the words, "beautiful" or "wow."
- It's a way to connect with very interesting people. Artist love to talk about art and their inspirations. They will stay in contact with you, FOREVER!
- Because there is no better way to encourage talented artist.
- Artist stay where they're accepted. This builds a great art community.
- It will give you a different perspective on the world around you.
- To feel in touch with the creative mind of another person.
- To make that empty room come alive.
- Because it's the perfect present for someone who has everything.
- You believe art is a tangible asset.
- Learn to speak Klingon if you can, but English will do if you don't have time.
- If you can't afford larger pieces, ask the artist if they have sketches for sale.
- Prints are not the same as the original. There is a huge price difference.
- Consider a commission. It's a way to combine their talents and your ideas.
- Read the Artist Statement. You might find something very interesting about that artist.
- When a piece is expensive, ask yourself if you would value it the same if the price was lower.
- When dealing with a commission there are usually two options, hourly or by the piece.
- Don't be afraid to ask for the price of a piece if not posted. Sometimes artist don't want to scare people away with pricing.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Fun Questions
- If aliens landed in front of you and, in exchange for anything you desire, offered you any position on their planet, what would you want? Coffee
- If you could be a superhero, what would you want your superpowers to be? I'm already a technopath so maybe a little telekineses.
- Do you think that creativity is part of human nature or is it something that must be nurtured and learned? Please explain your answer. For me it's been both. I always enjoyed creating things but creating really amazing and unique things must be nurtured. The more you ask yourself to be creative, the more your mind will achieve it.
- What made you decide to follow a creative career choice (though possibly risky) rather than something more stable? I actually work in IT but dedicate most of my free time to art. I'll reverse the trend sooner or later but it will happen. I don't think the art business is any riskier than IT at this time. The market is flooded with IT people and the world needs more artists. I don't believe in the struggling artist philosophy. Art schools don't teach enough art business and marketing.
- What is your inspiration? How has personal experience influenced your creativity? I'm inspired by random images and at times I have to create it. I also love to create based on someone else's idea. Sometimes I need someone else to focus my attention on one idea and I go from there. I usually have lots of ideas, that's why I don't have a series. If you need a random idea, ask me.
- What is your favorite creation? Please explain why you selected this one. I did an impressionist painting of a conga player using pointillism. It turned out very different than what I expected and found a new technique I really love.
- What do you wish to accomplish with your art? I want to fill every empty wall with color and energy.
- How do you know when a piece or project is finished and needs no additional work? I tend to slightly under-complete because I know that If I push, it might get ruined. I also set deadlines so I don't have to fight the urge to overwork a painting. I also ask friends and family for criticism.
- Have you ever been faced with negative feedback? How was this reflected in your work, if at all? I'm my worst critic. If I had a clone I would probably cry once a day. Criticism drives me to be better.
- What impact do you think that commercialism and the media has had on your work? Is this good or bad? Your art either sells today, tomorrow or becomes trash. Bankers don't work for free, so neither should artist. Creative people are highly underpaid in our society.
- Are you a fan of cartoons? If so, what is your favorite one? I love cartoons and comics. My favorite comic is Calvin and Hobbes and right now I'm reading High Moon at Zuda comics.
- What is playing in your CD player/Ipod right now? Ray Lamontagne
- If you had to be any of these things, which would you like to be? a) a member of the opposite sex, b) a clock, c) a pair of shoes, d) a duck Please explain your choice. I would have to be a yellow rubber duck. You get to play in the water everyday.
- If you only had 24 hours to live, how would you spend your day? Painting my wife and baby girl while drinking a Guinness.
Till next week.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Expectations of Greatness
Should family and friends provide generic positive praises to such levels that the artist either blindly accepts them or thinks they're not being honest? Today children's art lessons in art critique are using the "golden rule", the "platinum rule", and even the "double platinum rule" to avoid hurting anyone's feelings. We're so concerned with making sure the child feels special and unique that we've totally restricting their ability to grow and become successful. We now have an entire generation that has a sense of entitlement that was nurtured with constant praise and little criticism. A generation that is beginning to shatter under the pressures of older generations and the realities of an imperfect world.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Paint Battles
I'm always surprised with how easily artists are convinced that oils have better durability than acrylics. Here are a few facts about oils you might not know. Oils crack, yellow and can even eat away a poorly treated canvas. In the 50 years since the invention of acrylics, they haven't cracked, yellowed or altered. Acrylics are also great if you're a mixed media artist because it has great bonding properties. For 50 years these crusty old conservators have been trying to defend oils, and science, not myth, says that acrylics have better durability. Even though durability might seem to have the final say on the debate, we need to remember that oils and acrylics have different chemical compositions which will give the artist different results.
One thing I know for certain about acrylics is their lack of pigment load, which is how much pigment the paint can hold. The pigment load is very import because it's what covers your grids, guides and pencil marks with fewer applications. I've also found oils have a consistent pigment load, while acrylic yellow, orange and red have the worst. There is nothing more frustrating than painting the same base coat over and over, which also takes more paint. Yes, oils are more expensive but they also cover better than acrylics. That's probably why you hear people saying that an oil painting is more colorful than an acrylic.
The final difference between oils and acrylics is technique. Because one is oil-based and the other water-based, you'll have drastically different drying times and viscosities. If you want to paint lots of detail, little hue and very quickly it might help to use acrylics. If you want to layer colors and use a "fat over Lean" approach then oils might be your choice. Acrylics are very hard to blend on the canvas because they dry so quickly, but with oils careful planning is important if you're planning lots of detail, since drastic changes aren't always easy to accomplish.
I mostly paint with acrylics and can tell you not all brands are created equal. I generally use 3 brands in acrylics, Winsor & Newton, Liquitex, and Daler-Rowney, but I only use Winsor & Newton for oils. Liquitex makes BASIC, and the name says it all. BASIC has the lowest pigment load of all brands, so be prepared to layer and layer and layer. Liquitex also makes a heavier grade Liquitex that's pretty good. The no-basic Liquitex and Winsor & Newton have similar pigment properties and viscosity. Personally I prefer the Daler-Rowney System 3, if I can find them. That's what Walmart carries for $5 but other art shops charge $10. The only problem is getting a good color selection at Walmart. System 3 also has a skin tone which can be helpful with portraits since acrylics don't blend well on the canvas, but you will not find it at Walmart. The System 3 Titanium White is the best white and highly recommended. Recently, I tested the Dick Blick brand and must say they're the closest to System 3 and a really good price. The worst brand I tried was Van Gogh which is now Amsterdam. I wonder why they changed names, because they suck.
Well, hopefully that covers the paint battles since it really just comes down to what you're painting, and how much time you have. I'll probably always love and hate them both for their own unique properties.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Deep Breath
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Naked People
Monday, February 15, 2010
Survival Monday
Last week ended in a cloud, just as I expected, with 3 inches of snow and ice. I didn't mind driving home during the storm, but did run into the occasional slow dimwit that hadn't realized the temperature wasn't cold enough to freeze the wet road. Why does every hermit in the neighborhood (including me) decide that they should go outside and play during a snow storm? I guess that's an easy way to determine which neighbor never lived up north. I was also gonna swing by the store on the way home but decide I couldn't fathom the site of 100 people fighting over milk and bread.
Overall it was a very productive weekend of painting and baking and now we begin Survival Monday. On Saturday I stumbled across Keri Smith's artist's survival kit website. Even though it's mostly humor I found a few topics that really hit home. The list below really caught my attention.

I strongly agree with half of this list, but the other half needs some clarification. I guess #1 tends to be the biggest demotivator I've experienced, so I'll assume from its placement it also affects other artists. The day I stopped comparing myself to others was the day I felt free as an artist. I now look at other artist in 3 ways. First, other artists are inspirations and seeds for new ideas. Second they're people who share my struggles. Thirdly, they're teachers in the sense that their work and techniques can be studied. Improving your skill can be done by truly admiring someone else's work. It's easier to say, "I can't do that kind of work" than to say "I need to practice to achieve that technique." Don't take the easy way, it's plain lazy.
I'm so lucky because my family has been very supportive of my work, but like starting a new business, your family will give you 100 reasons why you will fail. Dealing with family can be very tricky. Most people don't follow their dreams because of fear and that same fear drives them to criticize others. You can't let fear win. Number 8 also talks about family pressure, which really shows how family and friends can influence your artistic development. I have recently found that I'm drawn to really dark art, which I know my family will not like or approve, but I can't learn it or experience it in a deeper way unless I do it. At the end of the day, real family will still love you.
Number 3 and 4 really make me laugh because they scream LAZINESS. Complacency is not an option. You can always do better. Just because one friend thinks a certain piece is your best, doesn't mean you should stop painting. That's just one opinion. On the flip-side, Just because the first attempt wasn't what you expected doesn't mean you should quit. I'm still learning how to draw comics. I know they look amateur but I also see the improvement and that's the important part. There is nothing more rewarding than experiencing an Aha Moment as an artist.
Ok, 5 and 6 are really tricky areas for an Artist. The value of your art is a very subjective thing in so many levels. If you want to be a serious artist you must confront the issue of money. I initially compared my work to others and then priced it accordingly. This was a huge mistake because it doesn't take REALITY into account. Yes, it's still around even for artist. Here are a few things you should consider when pricing your work and skill:
- Your demographic area (you need to know the consumer)
- Having pricing criteria for commissions.
- Being consistent with your pricing.
- Pricing differences between personal work, show work and commissions.
- Comparing your price (not work) to other artists in the area, that actually sell.
- Setting financial goals
Because I'm also very left brain oriented I can tell you there is nothing wrong with treating your art like a business. If you take a small amount of time to set realistic financial goals and realistic schedules, you will be successful. Having a plan is the first step to completing your next piece.
Finally, the societal pressures speech is overrated. We all have beliefs and for artists that's no different. It just gives us another way to express them. I don't bow down to social norms nor do I completely slap them in the face, and that's because I like selling artwork for the masses. If you want to constantly make provocative artwork that makes viewers really think, that's perfectly fine. There are always going be people that don't agree with what you do or how you do it. I have my happy balance by painting for people 50% and for myself 50%. Find YOUR balance and be happy.
So, if you want to survive Monday? Be yourself, know who your friends really are, keep working on getting better, plan your day, think like a business person when it's needed and above all LOVE yourself first.
-Eduin
Monday, February 8, 2010
A Week for Planning
Friday, February 5, 2010
Bambooya
Why would anyone spend $100 on a Wacom Bamboo tablet? Because it's so much freakin fun people. I must admit that it took me 3 months debating if I really needed this thing. So far, it's lived up to my expectations and then some. I'm not a big fan of Adobe, so I was a little worried I wouldn't be able to use it with GIMP, but it worked just fine. Here are a few things I really love about this thing:- I can adjust the opacity and size to pressure, so it's just like a marker.
- It has 3 drawing parts. I can smudge with my finger, I can draw with the tip and I can flip the pen over and ERASE.
- The size is perfect to put in front of my keyboard. I thought a bigger drawing area would be better, but this one was perfect.
- No batteries needed. I'll say it again. "NO BATTERIES NEEDED!"
Monday, February 1, 2010
Febuloso


